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"You will burn and you will burn out; you will be healed and come back again."

- Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov (via moreofamore)

innocence

Jaiden is beginning to reach out more to touch and grab, and this afternoon for the first time he took a lot of time touching and grabbing my face and putting his hands in my mouth.  I love his little hands on me, and the smell of the coconut oil I moisturize his hair with, and the smell of my sweet milk on his mouth. And how me looks into my eyes and in his eyes I see my own. 

Pure innocence.  I’m so afraid the world is going to eventually harden him.

today, everything smelled like patchouli.

maybe it’s all the dried leaves and the moist, musky, autumn air.